Ruby Goldsmith, a young Jewish woman, struggles to find herself amid the insanity and abuse that tortures her throughout her youth. Her childhood trauma drives her into a schizophrenic state and a relationship with her spirit guide, Marianne. Writing, painting, and her sexuality create the fire that helps her survive. Her lust to know if she is sane or insane plays out between her two loves, Steve and Joel. Her journey catapults Ruby into asking the eternal questions, Who am I? Where do I belong? What is love?